Sometimes I wish I had someone who genuinely cared about me.
I don’t wanna fight or be fought for or fought with. I want something that happens naturally. I want something that is so pure there’s no reason not to trust one another.
I fought and fought I put so much energy into fighting for you I have no more for anyone. I fought for something that was dead from the start.
Wish I could erase you. Wish I could forget all the times I forgave you. Wish you could see all the pain I hid and kept praying for you. I wish you’d see that in any life I’d stay with you in hopes that one day you’d understand that I was made for you.
I need to create my own life again. New people maybe new city. I was planted somewhere and my life just unraveled on its own. Now I want to create my own go where I want meet who I want be who I want.
Why do the worst people seem to get everything and everyone they want.
I should’ve told you that I’d want to give this a try with you again no games no pain from exes just me and you. I should’ve told you that I always think about you. I should’ve told you that I believe me and you were meant for each other but our timing just isn’t right. I should’ve fought for you.
Ever heard that unsaid feelings eat you up? I never really believed that until now it’s been a week and I still keep wishing I would’ve said more.
Thankful for you for being in my life and sticking with me through a difficult time. Our timing just wasn’t right. Time will tell if we get another chance. But for now I wish you the best she’s lucky to have you… wish I could’ve seen what I see now but my pain over someone else blinded me from what we could’ve been. I’m sorry. I’m connected to you always.